Still Searching… (one year later!)

Hello.  First of all… let’s address the name of this blog- “the search within me”.. what a goofy sounding title!  It’s what I came up with a year ago when I thought the idea of starting a blog would be cool and personally rewarding as one of my own therapeutic outlets.  It’s true though that where I am at in my life is a significant time of self discovery and awakening.  I think another reason I started this blog was because I came to terms with my journey and wanted to process through it by writing and reaching out to people.  Really, the acceptance that we are all on a journey allows us to give ourselves the go ahead to be on the “search” with 100 percent commitment.  The acceptance and the embrace of the search opens the door for additional room to grow in the sense that more mistakes can be made and learned from, more awareness can be a direct result, and ultimately, more success can be achieved.  If I think about it enough I suppose we are all on this search but whether we realize it or not is key to how much we want to grow and let it impact us in a good way.  Someone once said to me: “I am what I am and I am what I ain’t.”  I hardly doubt that’s true for anyone, even if people want to believe it.  The nature of this world is to always be changing and the way humans exist over time isn’t any exception.  People are constantly being reshaped by everything around them.  It sounds exhausting and at times really can be but I also see it as something beautiful.  After all what is life without change, without growth, without mystery that draws us forward?

 

All in all, welcome to my blog and a window into my own search.  I hope you enjoy reading about it, whoever you are and I hope even more that somehow you are able to relate and grow through my experiences and the thoughts I share with you.

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